Narcoleptic
I must have woke up in the wrong part of my sleep cycle. I feel narcoleptic. I was having a dream where my mother invited a bunch of people to my house for a Christmas party and acted like I was supposed to know and show them a really good time.
I’m supposed to visit my mother with my sister tomorrow. Maybe that’s why the dream. Right now I want to cancel. But I’ll wait until the coffee kicks in and see if that makes me feel stronger.
The dynamic between my mother and me or my sister and me is crazy enough, but all together, it will take me days to weed out the damage they do to my ego. Or, I could think of myself as the sane one (which I am) and think of it as solving a puzzle. Their crazy don’t stick to me.
This is interesting:
- Main Entry:
- cat·a·plexy
: sudden loss of muscle power following a strong emotional stimulus
I wonder what other useful words I do not know.
Add comment June 30th, 2008